this is quite very upsetting. i can feel the fever coming, and i dont want all my plans ruined. and i think it's silly how i think this fever came about. piece of shit.

i absolutely dislike the mentality of leaving things unfinished. or doing things half-heartedly. and it's not very nice to start something and just disappear, leaving others to wonder what the hell you were actually trying to do.

sometimes, i think i think too much.