hello hello! i finally got the sp cd with my crappy cd-rama vouchers. haha the dvd is so funny. eh jasho i didn't see any electrico or pug jelly so i couldn't buy :( anyway i went to watch ladder49 with my sister before training. it is so depressing. i need happy endings. i mean in real life happy endings are few and far between but don't you like to believe that such things can happen? well *spoiler* poor jack died :( i almost cried. and that's saying a lot. but i thought the movie was a bit slow. i ended up checking my phone in the last half hour. not a good sign. hmmm and joaquin phoenix bears a startling resemblance to jordan nfg. freaky!

then training. oh gosh catcher's equipment is so not easy. it's so stifling. and the sweat just kept collecting and dripping down in great salty drops which stung my eyes :( but i'm going to work hard and become damn zai. i hope at least :S

anyway i got into the IMCB research programme with bird. and oh yes i have a nasty feeling all the other ppl in my group are guys. funny i don't know a single one of these ppl. anybody know edwin chua, gabriel yee, derek chong and xie bo? oh so scary! what if they are all massive brainiacs and discuss high level genetics as a pastime? i'll feel so damn stupid. for the time being, i'm pretty much looking forward to jobshadowing next week. there's this other girl from 3e who i don't know but it doesn't matter since i know jian hong. phew. it's difficult meeting new people... since i think they find me weird. haha