today i dug up last year's xmas card from bird bird:

hello gorgeous legs!! look i got nice christmas cards from marks & spencer!! very cheap!! haha, i'm such a cheapo. anyway, i kind of miss hanging out with you in school! :( and i miss hokkien mee, chinese food (SAUSAGE!!!!!) and the noodles. i don't want to grow olddd... and PASTY!! anyway here's wishing you a merry christmas & a happy new year! please continue being my friend, must meet up occasionally! :D

it made me laugh very hard. i dunno. i'm seriously gonna be homesick going back to cam. the past week i've really spent every single minute with my family (and sort of forsaken my few friends. sorry :S) have also been panicking like crazy because i have a physio test when i get back. and i think my supervisor rather dislikes me, which adds quite a bit of pressure. so the past week i've pretty much had tremendous mood swings. feeling immensely happy when i'm with my family. we'd probably appear really dorky and downright weird to other ppl but the way we have so much fun together, able to predict one another, can laugh at the same (really stupid) things.... wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! i'm seriously seriously seriously going to miss them loads and loads. then i have times when i simply cannot take it anymore (the studying i mean) and i just feel like crying and staying home forever and ever. i'll bet these mood swings aren't healthy.

damnnn.