i think. that i'd have studied music if i had enough talent. or just enough guts. today i went to church at 825 am and found out that there was NO PIANIST (!!!) -insert open-mouthed face from msn- and even after screwing up most of the songs, i realized that i really miss playing the piano. maybe i'll redo that diploma some day.

but for now, i think i'd better START STUDYING.