i was chatting with ymw a few days ago and she said that she was "making tea". and then mak just told me that she's "doing the laundry".

somehow i dont think i'll ever say things like that. too sheltered and dependent and boring in the hazy little island of singapore.

hmmm. i cant seem to find the words to describe how i'm feeling right now.

but anyway, i used to like this song by the calling alot.

Things Don't Always Turn Out That Way

Well he can't sleep at night
And he can't do what's right
It was all because she came into his life
Tt's a deep obsession, taking up his time

She's all that he wants, she's all that he needs
She's everything he just won't believe
Take away his doubt, turn him inside out
Then she can see what he's been dying to say
But things don't always turn out that way

And he must confess
All the impure thoughts of his beautiful temptress
Although he keeps it all bottled up inside
Although he keeps it all safe within his mind, oh yeah

So wipe that smile off your face
Before it gets too late
There's only so much time
For you to make up your mind