i just typed this super long entry and the freaking com died on me. hurray. i dont know why, but it keeps trying to dump its memory.

ymw dont laugh at me! :( ahah i seriously thought the quid is some form of currency. simple logic what.. it's like dollars and cents! hmm well maybe not huh. haha but at least i asked YOU so i wont seem stupid in london. heh.

anyway i'm feeling better today! not too worried/upset/apprehensive about medicine anymore. i guess i just have to get used to the environment in the hospital/clinic and then decide if this is what i really want to do with the rest of my life. and yes agreed ymw doctors (or house officers to be exact) dont exactly earn alot! but then if you're a specialist, it's a different story altogether! you just have to slog it out for a few years and then enjoy life later. ah then maybe i'll marry a doctor!

went back to school today to collect the annoying cca record thing and er, sign up to be a relief teacher! HAHA. please dont laugh. and i looked at the list and everyone signed up for at least 2 subjects! so just to be safe, i put math AND physics. must've been crazy. well i'll just wait for the call (if i'm lucky) and try to squeeze my way out of the physics situation later. gosh. anyway i was walking through the school to get to the pe dept (which is so far into the sch i almost died in my gorgeous but uncomfortable pointy shoes) and i saw the j1s having fun in the canteen. then i thought about all the hilarious conversations we had with people (like kaming and yanglin--haha, eating instead of mugging for physics s which was so late!) i dont like being on my own now cos i have no one to talk to, nowhere to draw eddies/ronnies/scotties and i feel compelled to make my own decisions. the bad (or maybe good) thing about school is that everything is sort of settled and we just have to follow the timetable and go around attending lectures, tutorials, breaks etc. so now i have trouble being the decision maker. welcome to the real world, bird.

so it was another day at the endocrinology clinic. much more interesting patients today. there's this old man and his daughter (i think) who drove the doctor up the wall. this guy is so funny, he actully saw 6 or 7 different doctors without telling each doctor about the other doctors, so he's eating like so many different kinds of medication and some of them interact and stuff. so the doctor spent like 45 min trying to settle his problem. tmr morning we'll get to go to the endoscopy centre and see cool stuff!! and hopefully the afternoon will be fun at dr lee's. sara says the nurses are very nice and er, some male patients are quite hilarious. i told my mum about this guy who said "itchy there>" and she thinks it's really funny. well not too funny for the affected party. HAHA.

and then i met jasmine for dinner!! lousy girl cant take pictures properly.



haha somehow we click and it's fun to hang out with jasmine although we're not really close and all that. but we're freaky sometimes. we bought the same pretty pointy shoes from charles and keith and i have a feeling we're going to look like twins in london cos we're planning to dress similarly for the interviews! (not on purpose of course but we just somehow want to wear a pullover/cardigan kind of thing over out shirt!) heh, must hang out with jasho another time cos it was so short!