i am so very extremely upset that i have nothing to say. there's no point in saying anything anyway.

this must be the stupidest i've ever been in my entire life. i dont think i can ever find it in me to forget any of this.

i cant believe i just spent 2 hrs staring into NOTHING. OMG wtf.

get a grip, bird. no one cares, why should you?

so school has finally started. it's only been a week and i'm already tired. physically and emotionally. it's not that i dont enjoy school; friends really make it more bearable. that said, school is not UNbearable, but i need to get into the cycle again. the (much needed) 3 month break has really slowed me down alot, and i am very much still in the holiday mood.. -.-

i havent felt genuinely happy in a very long time. i cant pinpoint a particular reason, but i have a few in mind.





the world would be a very very sad place without music.