eat shit and die.

i'm positive it's a conspiracy. the computer and pw have ganged up against me. the computer crashed and died just when i needed to do pw. so now everything's gone. my pw folder, my music files, my jay chou songs, EVERYTHING!

back up all your files, people.

when she walks in the room my heart goes booooom.

sheesh. my brother just knocked his iron head against my tooth so now its shaking MORE.

siok is back! so i'm going out with her tmr after church! yay. talk talk talk.

die, got nothing else to talk about. oh well i shall leave this short and sweet then. goodnight.

ps: title is a line from a mcfly song. danny's voice is SO NICE. :):)

pps: i still cant get over the fact that i'll be missing JAY CHOU's concert.

hah! i can blog......

at least py has good taste... listening to a new found glory cd now so i might type a bit incoherently.. (btw the cd is pretty good: CATALYST)

today was a blah kind of day. lots of chem. then pe. i should have skipped but my mom was like: you better go and run around and get some exercise or you're going to get flabby." so i couldn't skip. basketball. whoopee. i just love basketball cos i can't get a single shot in. (that's sarcasm by the way) i just ran up and down and down and up.

just watched some music videos on yahoo cos i'm so bored.... ashlee simpson's new song-shadow. i can't decide whether i like her or not. her brown hair's a bit strange and the way she sings can be a bit irritating. ryan cabrera-onthewaydown: ah i like his song! and he's got such a great big head of hair. bowling for soup-1985: haha they have damn funny videos. the george michael bit was SO classic. maroon5-shewillbeloved: gosh the lead singer really enjoys making out in his videos eh? ugh gross. hilary duff-fly: boring....... i'll bet shuching will like. haha! the thing with yahoo is that once the video you select has finished they automatically play another one not of your choice. and guess what they played me some shit ass aaron carter song. like yuck! it was so damn stupid. i'll bet he's really embarrassed to watch his videos AND listen to his songs now. if you're really bored, you can go watch it: oh aaron. like seriously. it's so dumb with like angmoh girls trying to sing in that latino way. eww.

testing.............

singapore idol!!

cool. i think. that today's episode was the best!!! daphne the sqeaky one and christopher-i-sang-at-zoe-tay's-wedding-lee would never have survived wildcard if they werent in the top 3 of round 2.

i think sylvester sim is cool! in his own way.

i think i dont like beverly. she's got a good voice and all but what's with the weird pms-y behaviour man!? last week she was weeping like shit and now she's unbelievably high. and i hate her omg-i'm-trying-to-look-shocked look.

i think i'm being too critical here. oh well. i think i prefer american idol. :(

ugh i am so peeved somehow my entry doesn't show! bloody hell!!!!

darn!

:( jay chou is staging a concert in singapore on the 27th of november. unfortunately, i will be in laos. this is so upsetting. and my mum was laughing at me! :( maybe some kind soul like JASMINE HO who will/might be going for the concert can take lots of pictures and tell me what happened! i bet it's going to be so damn good cos the last one rocked my socks!

we've finally handed in our first draft. now we can slack for.. one day before we start working on the second draft. absolutely fabulous.

and to all losers who havent bought the mcfly cd yet, BUY IT. it's SO addictive and danny is so cute!

well if you insist. an introduction to my sad life.

mugging for chem MOCK PROMOS tomorrow. crap i say. totally GROSS. kinetics AGAIN.

rushing like shit for pw. which is ALSO tmr.

welcome to my world.

ah hah! that must be lim chee li! nobody else i know laughs: hahaz. i'm glad you've noticed i blog more... bird get off your fat ass and tell us about your boring life! haha

now we've got anonymous people tagging! interesting. who might this smileyface person be?

anyway, PW is freaking driving me nuts. i declare today PW day. finish up all your first drafts people, it's SATURDAY. shit. i hate this.

gosh singapore idol last night was like... a crime! oh horrid horrid. wasn't that jerry guy like really really bad or were my ears on non-function mode? and they made that poor beverley wait so damn long to get into wildcard. she was really good. hmm actually i thought she was the best last night. you know i absolutely cannot fathom why ppl voted for jerry. at least the other guy who got in had pretty good singing and looked ok. ugh. i'm so grossed out. ewww..... let's talk about the other ppl. well the girl who sang big spender had REALLY nice shoulders. haha. i don't want to see that genie in a bottle girl in wildcard. i think... hmm never mind. i should keep some comments to myself. oh and don't you think benjamin eio is damn cute? feel like pinching his cheeks! but he can't sing. too bad.

i'm studying at such a slow rate..............

*note: i'm not that depressed.

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

haiya shit! people like ymw are mugging their asses off already (intensive mugging!!) and i'm still waking up at 11am and stoning around the house! even sarabird has turned into a major mugging machine! i should go find my inner mugger.

nothing significant has been happening (as usual) unless you find stepping on dog poo significant (which i consider more unfortunate than significant). i stepped on dog poo on sunday during church. SHEESH. and now my shoe is still stinking after i spent half an hour spraying it. :( in case you're wondering, dog poo is stinky, spongy, soft, slimy, and SHITTY. and no, i dont like this kind of shit.

went to the dentist's with my mum and brother today. the dentist used some electric current thing to test the "vitality" of my sad tooth and it seems it's still alive and kicking. so she congratulated me and told me to "pray it doesnt die". how comforting. then she did some scaling and polishing (which i havent done in ages) and i really hate such stuff cos it's so darn painful and ocassionally bloody.

i think i should start my revision soon. and i should start with physics.

intensive mugging: DAY 2

hmm actually i haven't done any mugging at all today. finishing up pw. hopefully i won't have to think about that shit for the rest of the holidays.

went to this indian restaurant for lunch today. it was... ok. i can't say it was nice since i don't think i quite fancy this type of indian food. and the restaurant was playing all these weird 'songs'. they were more like chanting tracks. you know like those buddhist chanting things. now i'm not being offensive here cos i'm sort of a buddhist. but not quite. ah whatever. anyway it was very strange to be eating to that kind of.. music. the only thing i really liked was this dessert that's like a hard biscuit-like thing in a cube. i have no idea what it's called. it tasted like fudge in the form of cookies. very sweet :) and it reminded me of this series of books which i used to read when i was a little kid called 'topsy and tim'. hmm nice. oh my sister says it's called mysor pak. er i don't think it makes a diff. now she's reading over my shoulder so i shall not blog anymore. haha

intensive mugging: DAY 1

i'm damn sad cos i think i've been doing really rotten this whole term. luckily promos are next term... which means i still have hope. psyche up!!!

yesterday was an ok day (if you only consider after school cos during school was awful). ran 4 rounds with bird and i felt so damn unfit. then after that, played badminton with jasho, chris and wangyang in the hall. oh and we had to get badminton racquets from XXX. haha bird you die. he knows that his fan is a friend of mine and since you hang out so often with me.... haha anyway badminton was fun! i must play more... then i'll get so good i'll be able to smash my sister to bits!!
then training. slack....... caught for a while but my legs got damn tired. then snacked on 'rice crackers with flossy'. haha stuff the guys got for us from thailand which have been in christina's locker for way too long. yum yum yum. got home dinner bath life! math-hol-ass sleep and had strange dreams abt playing badminton with table tennis paddles...

blogger didnt really like me the last few days and i couldnt get past signing in.

well anyway my life is boring as usual so there's nothing much to say :(

i've finished my second agatha christie book. she is brilliant i tell you. i'm addicted.

training yesterday and today. it helps to unblock my nose. and we have a new warming up routine! pe today was ms poon's version of basketball which wasnt very fun(tall people dont necessarily throw high). then ran 4 rounds with miss gorgeous legs after school. i must have been possessed. ah but it was not too bad. improves my 2.4 timing which really sucks.

let's rewind to tuesday. had aces day workout and teacher's day celebrations. the workout was damn sad and the celebrations were ...... . was looking forward to the class party after that but unfortunately, there were only a box of mooncakes (for the teachers) and snacks. and maybe i shouldnt complain too much cos i didnt even bring food. :( went back to rg with sarabird and found like almost the whole of 403 in the pavilion. our class is so majorly on! then hung around awhile and saw julie koh(who now has nicer looking straight hair in place of her maggie mee curls), ms chng(who now has short hair), sally wong and mdm yeo!(who made a comment which was rather flattering but sarabird had to spoil it all. so typical of sara.) i was looking forward to seeing mrs leuar(i was her responsible amath rep after all) but she left already. then went to watch 13 going on 30 with sarabird at lido. which was kind of nice and i think the guy is so nice. and being such louse emotional people we are, we actually cried. jennifer garner is such a goofball.

guess what. i lent shu ching the chem revision tutorials to photostat today and HORROR OF HORRORS, i forgot to collect them from her locker. absolutely fabulous, now i'm going to remain in chem remedial all my sad life.

lovr
bird

ugh our stupid blog is dead. bird doesn't seem to post and i doubt anyone reads this. except our loyal fan jasho! haha oi jasho can you tag our damn board so it doesn't look so sad? oh it's too bad bird and i are such boring and uncool ppl. nobody wants to read abt our feelings pertaining to such impt issues like how the newater visitors' centre is a waste of money and how good and cheap our school's banana cake is. oh i feel so depressed already
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