haven't blogged in a while! haha i've been having a lot of fun at training... took lots of photos! but i don't think i'll be posting them here cos some of them are embarrassing. haha if you really want to have a look you can ask me PERSONALLY.

today was pretty nice. ok except i kind of screwed up my gp essay. but then the rest of the day was ok. haha hung out in the library after school. i decided to give up on the boycott since the weather nowadays is really quite unbearable. so yes i think i shall be going there more often. then erin and let came and we were talking about really really funny stuff. i can't remember what now though but at the time i was laughing so hard my stomach hurt! haha then we shut up and did our work. then we started to have this disturbing discussion on cannabalism cos erin is like all into 'hannibal' and stuff. unfortunately at this point i was desperately hungry but my appetite kind of got turned off by all that yummy-brains talk. acks. so i ended up eating tasty sticks which were rather unsatisfying.

trng after was well rather crappy. we had to paint the diamond cos of match tmr and as luck would have had it, we ran out of paint. i was somehow not surprised. then we found out then one line was painted wrongly thanks to someone's very poor mathematical skills. tsk. haha oh well. did ONE round of machine batting which was cool! yeah i can bat! yay yay yay. much needed ego boost.

there are so many movies i want to watch!!! definitely mr and mrs smith cos angelina jolie looks so damn good! and madagascar!!! (should make it softball outing) inital d (haha bird and i have hidden agenda) and when is the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy coming out????????? as for star wars, i am awaiting kevin's version... cast: kevin as han solo ---princess leia???? hahaha(alternative was kevin as luke skywalker and tay meng kiat as darth vadar), jon as queen amidala :) zhang the bounty hunter, marlom as C3PO and who was jabba the hut? haha this should be worth watching... coming soon to a theatre near YOU!

random stuff [again! i know i'm boring :( ]

argh i hate my complexion! i have a weird ENORMOUS(really.) pimple which according to junnan makes me look like i just got PUNCHED IN THE FACE. :( it was big and red a few days ago and now its BLACK. and ymw just had to show the whole world my BIG PIMPLE PHOTO! i should just hide in my sad corner and cry like wati. why dont i ever have nice complexion days. why dont i ever have nice complexion. i hate people like MINICOW who have perfect skin! oh i feel so sad. i'll be ugly all my life.

oh well. i guess that's enough whining for now.

training has not been very fun. i'm not being mean here but i think training with the j1s is quite. bad for us. quote of the day: "they shouldnt join this la, they should be in ballet."

i'm going to stop here cos i've got nothing else to say. :(

VANNESS: hey woman! dont be scared ok i'll be praying for you :) i'm sure you'll get well really soon and then you'll be like AS TALL AS ME! hahaha.

hahahaha anyone read about ozzy osbourne's kneecap friends? it kind of reminded me of how i like to draw smiley faces on my own knees. BUT the difference is that i don't actually talk to them.

anyway it suddenly dawned on me the other day that my tan may never ever fade off and i will be destined to live the rest of my life with horrid sock/shorts/glove(the bane of my existence) and OTHER tan lines. how awful is that? most people eventually get lighter but my secondary school tan didn't fade off during o level period, then i got my j1 tan and that didn't fade off either. oh big shite.

oh god my heart stopped beating for like 2 seconds just now cos i walked into my dimly lit bedroom and i saw a pair of hands lying on my bed. hmm it took me quite a while to realize they were my batting gloves. haha i finally washed them. my gloves are very clean now! you can smell them if you want! haha. i really need to stop giving myself shocks. i was watching movie trailers the other night (all alone in the house if i may add) and it was this harmless looking movie (i forget the name) but anyway... it showed all these happy and peaceful little kids... then next scene- one of the happy kids is looking through a peephole... camera pans and suddenly WHAM! one of those ringu-like jappy scabby long-haired thingys like pops up on the screen and wails. oh hell. i screamed. and maybe jumped a few feet off my chair. that is why i don't watch horror films. like i spent 7/8 of the sixth sense with my face covered and asking my dad what was going on. [oh btw i just read that mischa barton was the ghost that puked all the time. which now makes me want to watch it again. i am so gonna regret this] oh dear.

anyway i am attempting research on the wacker process but i have yet to uncover anything remotely interesting. damn damn damn. another saturday wasted. oh and in case you were wondering, friday's match against tpjc didn't materialize. this has been the 4th postponed match and i am not HAPPY :( this whole week of psyching up and anticlimax endings has been emotionally draining. i'm so damn tired all the time. i sleep so much but i end up having weird dreams which makes me even more exhausted. ooh the viscious cycle!!! hmmm maybe i shall go to sleep now. still have tennis tmr.

ahhhh biolow is so cruel!! he wont convert my essay marks from out of 18 to 20! and he laughed at me when i said it'll affect my grade. oh well. not a very big problem anyway.

went for our second table tennis lesson yesterday! fun stuff. and sarabird is getting quite pro at it. cunning girl. now we've got a new target of affection. this little girl called emily who is DAMN CUTE. she's like the cute little boy who goes around picking balls!

and i suddenly miss laos. i dont even know what it is that i miss.

eh how come i cannot see the maggie q picture?? oh well i don't think i'm the friend that person's talking about.

anyway yesterday's vj game was... well i thought it was pretty ok but if you think REALLY hard about it, i guess it kind of sucked. the team morale was really incredible haha imagine us cheering 'raffles' and actually drowning out the vj cheers (btw one of their vjc cheers was done a bit badly which made it sound like they were cheering for vijay singh. hmmm) yeah well we worked together a lot better what with our funny signals and all. but quite a bit of errors too. never mind we will work harder and kick ass next time! and guess what? it rained yesterday too! unbelievable. chrees and i were talking about how surreal it felt that we were actually going to finish warm-ups and play a game with no interruption. haha it was good while it lasted. oh and yesterday's umpire was really quite bad.

my mummy's cooking nice food for dinner again! yay. my appetite is getting better. i had 2 bowls of cereal when i got home just now but i'm still hungry...................

inspired

haha yingmeiwong??!! this jay person is quite hilarious. just say it if you think ymw's gorgeous! stop posing as JAY. it's totally irrelevant anyway! ymw doesnt like jay :(

i'm pretty sure it's someone i know.

anyway, maggie q is like. gorgeous. enjoy!

surprise surprise! our match got CANCELLED AGAIN. this is so incredibly annoying! at least the guys finished their match. now we have 2 matches postponed indefinitely. ack. what sucks is that you get all psyched up, wearing slacks and belt (with big gold buckle), feel good about throwing etc and THEN.... crash bang boom. so match cancelled. and it is still raining. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh well then went to serene centre macs with val shu and cons. haha they really talk about the strangest things. when 2 of them left, all these magpies (they're also called starlings i think. stamp research! heh heh) jumped onto our table and started picking at our french fries. yucky! so val tried to shoo them off by throwing french fries away from us but that only attracted BIG BLACK CROWS. oh hell. how terrible if one of those hopped onto your table. i somehow get the feeling that they're aiming for my eyes and want to poke them all out. eek.

ah i feel so cheated cos jasho was talking about the oc today and for some reason i got it into my thick head that it was on tonight. i was so looking forward to that. damn.

stta!

HAHA sarabird and i are like the world's greatest losers. anyway table tennis lessons at stta were quite fun! unexpectedly. the coach was quite nice and he let us er. play by ourselves cos he figured we'd be very sad playing with children. HAHA. and the cute little boys are not there anymore :( oh no i sound like a paedophile.

inspired by the great YINGMEIWONG and mctay, i went to googlelize my name just now. and guess what. 45th girls brigade showed up and it said "vice chairman: blah blah blah" HAHA the're like outdated by 2 years.

i must be really bored. must start mugging like mad!

oh goody! THE MYSTERIOUS TRIO has disappeared!

havent been updating for awhile.. nothing much to write.

sarabird and i have decided to er. attend table tennis lessons! with little cute kids. i hope we wont be too embarrassed. and i hope i dont ever meet anyone from stta on the streets.

chem spa is annoying! organic chem ALL OVER AGAIN just 2 weeks after freaking common test! talking about common tests, i'm utterly disappointed with my math paper. freaking shit!

yuck dont want to blog anymore. :(